yay , i'm no longer a procrastinator .
see , i finished the speech already [:
so liow , WHO doesn't want christmas to come ?
okay .

i have been thinking loh .
yesterday , my comrade asked me if I was sad that I was leaving the school .
heh , i told him no .
cos we would be back in school for visits next year .
but , now i wonder , how can that be often in the first place ?
secondary school pupils have drastic irregular dismissal times ,
( okay , very minor )
BUT it'll not be the same , would it ?
from now ,
if i end up in different schools from cheryl , andrea , daphne , camillia , jezebel or other people ,
and when we go back to school together ,
will we be as close ?

i'm starting to doubt so .
some of my older seniors seem to be quite only ' acquaintance ' with me , although i've been with them for quite a long time already .
now i suspect it's my problem .
do long - distance friendship actually work ?
i do fear such ,
but why wait .

why not cherish the relationships we had now ?

quite unbelievable childish of me to think so ,
but if we don't ,
we will very soon ,
forget each other .
don't you think ?
shall i tell my brother that i will miss school , a lot and a lot ?
i still have many burning questions .
but i believe the clique of us will last , as long as we're close .
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