Coming up is a crappy post about me grouching about .
Don't cram my tagboard . Just call me up to rant reason with me and make sure that at the end you're right and I'm wrong .
Here are my heartfelt feelings .
So either bear with it or you can leave if you feel offended .

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I don't get WHY .
No this ain't only about misunderstandings .
I don't know what I actually did .
But couldn't you have accepted the fact that I'm just like this ?
Sometimes I don't think it's always my fault .
( Of course it isn't MINE that you can't accept who I am )

I won't pinpoint but it's just disappointing to know that I can't make a joke and I have to check every single word I'm going to say to make sure that's it's right so I don't say the wrong thing .
What , am I talking to a VIP or something ?
Apparently , no . But if just talking needs caution then I have no idea whether our Ba Zi clashes or I am not like the rest who always gives in to YOU .

Friendship isn't supposed to be like this and I hope in your near future you will understand the word called ' compromising ' . Probably if you don't have such a quality in your life it'll never be that easy to have a friend like me .

I know people who hate responsibility shirking but I have to say that this ISN'T.MY.FAULT . If I were a better person , you'd still be as unappeased as now . I feel that you are against everything , and I mean everything that I do and say in life and you seem to hate me for that .

And later as I wonder what I would do wrong next , you're on with your new other-person-to-talk-to and it seems you treated him/her with another kind of behaviour altogether .
Which just makes me think more .
If I need a mind like yours to synchronise with you to be your friend then I'd get your approval as a normal human being , then THIS IS CRAP RIGHT .

I am tired of this and giving in to you all the time .
Life doesn't appear to be like this to the rest of them .
Are you biased or something ? Other people who shoot their mouths off at you don't get the crap you dig at me .

It either has to be my stupidity / unable to synchro / appearance / any effing flaw you can name or your irritable sensitivity that I simply cannot take forever .